Ha this week is morning through out!!! so still sleep late and had to wake up early! so finally tmr can sleep till don know what time, hopefully can wake up naturally ba. Muhahahah!!!!!!!
Ok, xiao Zhou is calling again liao!!!!!
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Saturday, May 19, 2007
This is to sharon,
I need help!!!! how to i change the song huh??? i bit sian liao...... BTW, how do i put up the player thing (similar to tat u had in your blog) and my posting "create" a bit siao lor, i coulf not add color to my text, could not change the font and size........
pls help, sweet tian shi........ since u so free in your work, if not teach me on friday, k
Love u, cass, :p
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Ahrrr!!!! Bad day, almost address other's 18 dai zhu xian liao. kao, me still so mean..........
but really cant stand her liao mah.....
Incident 1: -
We report work at 1pm, so the moment i saw her, (she morning and i afternoon shift.), before i get myself settled down, she approached me:
She: "Cassandra, I am not going to help you to do parameters in the afternoon cos i had asked for permission to read the casenotes."
Me: "It's ok, i don think i need your help either." (inside my heart, a bit pist liao cos i have not start anything, she already draw the line, which i don mind either cos i can do work in peace.)
Incident 2: -
we are suppose to meet our CI at 2pm today, so after informing my in-charge, i called her to meet the CI together, little did i know:
She: "Oh, CI said she very busy today, so she is not meeting us."
Me: "Oh, ok, thanks." (Kao, y last min then tell me, could have told me when she saw me at 1pm what.)
Incident 3: -
5 mins before 3pm, a time which we usually knocked off if you are in the morning shirt, a patient asked for a bedpan (one that you use to urine or shit when you are confined to the bed.), she actually said:
She: "Oh, i am sorry, i am about to leave this place liao, i will ask her (pointing to me) to bring you.)" happily she walked to me and instructed me to do the task tat she was supposed to do in the first place.
She (to me): "Cassandra, this patient needs a bedpan now, pls take it for her." (I am in the mist of doing something urgent also, one that i could not stop.)
Me: "(I am really pisted.) Cant u see that i am doing something now, cant u just take one for the patient."
She: "But i am leaving in 5 mins time"
Me: "(really pisted) But walking and taking one will not take you 5 mins right, you can walk a bit faster right, you can even run if you like to since you are in such a rush."
She: "But....." (she still can but lor)
[eventually a SN came over and said, its ok, she will bring one over.]
Incident 4: -
This time, she is too much, big time, she treats me this way, i could take it cos i know her pattern, but she could even treat the in-charge with the same manner and attitude.
SN: "Student, could you help me change this patient?"
She: "Sorry, i am due to leave in 5 mins time and i had washed my hands liao. I can ask Cassandra to help you." "Cassandra, that SN needs you to help her change the patient."
Me: "(Still a bit suprised by her reply to SN and not replying to her, i speak directly to the SN) Staff, i will help you once i clear this mess (since i had completed my task liao), but deep inside, i am boiling liao.
So during the changing, (by this time, she leave liao cos past 3pm.), SN actually ask me why is my friend behaving this way? is this her working attitude? to leave on the dot? cant even stay for 10 to 15mins? what if the patient she is in-charge collapse at 2.59pm? I just acted blur and not replying any of her questions, just say "Err..... Don know leh....."
Kao, this ward already a bit anti-student becos of some incidents done by other batches and here we are to build back the rapport with the staff there, and there she go and destroy it. One for one lor, it does not matter to them if you are diff cos as long as you are in the student uniform u will be treated the same by them. At least, i am quite ok, though i am still a bit blur with the things there, but at least i don give these kind of attitude......
Wah, really super boiling lor............................................
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Ha, finally no regrets watching spiderman-3, 140mins, some parts a bit dragly almost fall asleep. but managed to catch few good movie previews, all which are must watch. Boom! to my pocket.
Anyway, watching spiderman-3, the only idea that keep flashing is that "the choice is yours". in life there are so many different things and paths that require us to make different choices, old ppl say: take a wrong step = u will regret it for life. True u know, like spiderman, who choose to live in vengerness is led to do stupid things to those who loved and he loved most.
that reminds of one of sun's song, chun tian de x x, in which there is a line - di yu tian tang, kan ni zhe me xiang. All in all, its all up to ones thinking in making decisions. some ppl, don think at all, some ppl think too much, some just think almost there, but we all at certain times make wrong decisions in one way or another lor.
like what xiao bei said - ren huo zai zhe ge shi jie shang, dou you yi ge meng. dai de xiao de, dou shi meng. zhi yao ren ren zhen zhen qu zhou mei yi jian shi, mian dui mei ge tiao zhan, zhi yao you nu li guo, you chang shi guo, zhe yang, shen ming jiu mei you yi han le............. (for those who sian in reading or catch no ball, it means = everyone who lives has a dream, big or small, as long as you put in your very best in everything that u do, and tried all that you could think of, then you can live your life with no regrets, ie live your lifeto the fulless. :))
how i wish i can turn my time over and undone the past mistakes that i have planted. but nope, fat hope, no one can go back into the past u just have to keep you eyes forward and see the future....... remember God created eyes to be in front. muhahahaha!!!!!
Kao, y am i quoting what ppl say, no creativity at all. ok lah, type until i don know what i am typing liao.
Saturday, May 05, 2007