More of Him and Less of me!
Sunday, May 27, 2007
After going through the sermons of the mount, i have learnt a lot and truly, my attitudes will determine how high i will venture........ Just has this thought, just feel that believers now, join us not really becos of God but for the excitement and fun and entertainment. It will be good if good if eventually they come to meet God face to face and stay on........... Sometimes, i do wonder, where is my first love for God, is it still as strong as before???? Do i still pray, fast and serve for the sake of doing so or out of love and desire for my salvation???? Times are a little diff now. Look at Pastor Kong and the leaders in Church, they are so full of love and commitment with God. But of cos, we cant compare us with them, but just examine our hearts, do we still love Him with all our heart, mind and soul????? Are we distracted with our work, family, friends, etc???? Where do we stand, in His kingdom......... This tot, just came back: - If Jesus return this very moment, do i have the faith and right to tell Him that i have completed your will on earth. Do i stand with Him???These few weeks had taught me to face my heart like never before, of cos at times of conviction, i am forced to examine my heart and views over and over again......... So where do i really stand, in God's Kingdom, in the church, in CG, in ministry?????? Sometimes, when God knocks at your door, you do not hear so didn't open, or when you seek Him, could He be found??? So how???????? It just breaks my heart to see ppl leaving God for stupid reasons, maybe these reasons are very big to them but isn't God more important than anything else on earth??? Don tell me, after all these while, they do not experience Him in one way or another???? Y do ppl always seek God in trouble times and ask God to do things for them but seldom ask God what can they do for God....... And they start blaming God for the bad things that happened to them but seldom thank Him for the good things that happened??? I have seen ppl come n gone becos of many many reasons, things like, bgr, po, $$, failure, out of love....... but all these can be overcome by preservation and hanging on lor..... but it was not easy to say n do..... sigh..... sigh.....
Sunday, May 27, 2007
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