Still trying to ...........
Monday, October 1, 2007
Am super irritated and angry and disappointed and yes am crying when i am writing this blog........ was just emotionly uncontrollable over things that just happened...................... how can one be so irresonsible???? i really cant understand that..................... yes ppl are born to be diff and not perfect but at the very least, the minimal requirement of a person is to be a person (a human being) not unless u have given up to be a human being.................. but after all these years of living are u telling me that u are living in vain???? living for nothing or living just to suck other ppl who loved u dear dry to core......... Y do u have to keep hurting ppl who are trying to love u over and over again..... looking at the state you have become..... what can be worst than this??? don u have any sense of shame whatsoever??? don u have any conscious of your doings???? don u know that u have made me lost all the trust and respect i once had for you????? y do u have to keep doing things that hurt the ones who have been trying to forgive and move on with life......... cant u just wake up and get help...... u are seriously a nobody....... but yet u don even know that u have destroyed every single inch of respect i had for you............... u have done it all..................... i just find it so super hard to forgive and forget................ God pls give me strength to overcome this problem.......................... it is just so super diff to do so......... yet in your word, yes i must forgive my enemy but deep inside my heart i really don wan to have anything to do with him anymore but yet i cant shake off the relationship and the blood that runs in me......... i am tired really tired....................... Forgive and Forget..................... Still trying very hard..........................
Monday, October 01, 2007
.:The End:.
