so many things happened over the week........

some good some not very the good some super bad............................

but after all the needful had been done and served to the best of my knowledge, there will still be many regrets lor..... don know why also.......

but still my heart must go on.....................

every :) and :( happened for a reason and for some meaning may not be known to us even if we can handle our heart may not be able to handle also........ it comes in the package call life.........

Friday, November 30, 2007

Siao liao, i think i am really jinx with that particular senior, 2 times and 2 times what is supposed to be a simple case turned out to be super confusing and diff to do and every time, it never failed to scare the wit out of me lor.....

Its exciting yet challenging, seriously....................... Lots of ????? flying around cos simple ones i can handle but once it turned diff, my mind start to freeze and i will blank out (Thank God i don Black out). Anyway, cos i have not seen nor heard these steps before so it really train me to listen to instructions lor.......... so what to do...................

Still have many space for improvement lot......... what to do............. still young in this field mah so add oil lor...... i believe i can make it well......

Stress to the max........................................

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Ha finally i went solo......... After like ard 10 times of doubling, though they say i can go solo earlier then this week but things just don happened that way not i wan means i will get one lor, things like got deployed to other disp or the management have other considerations for the gal of the same batch (just not to hurt her feelings)

Super scary lor, doing everything on your own with the minimum hints others are giving you..... Thank God for his grace cos i scrubbed for the big boss though he said there are still room for improvement but i am still doing fine..... So happy :)



Monday, November 12, 2007

Just too tired to do anything nowaday.......

After work, got home, after bath, SLEEP!!!!!

super routine........

just getting a little too sian (not with work) but with the ppl ard me. Lots of backstabbers around lor...... very tired lor must always be alert and be careful not to be stabbed and so that when u die u still don know the reason y u r dead........

So political!!!!! Sian!!!!

Monday, November 05, 2007

当她横刀夺爱的时候
你忘了所有的誓言
她扬起爱情胜利的旗帜
你要我选择继续爱你的方式

你曾经说要保护我
只给我温柔没挫折
可是现在你总是对我回避
不再为我有心事而着急

人说恋爱就像放风筝
如果太计较就有悔恨
只是你们都忘了告诉我
放纵的爱也会让天空划满伤痕

太委屈
连分手也是让我最后得到的消息
不哭泣
因为我对情对爱全都不曾亏欠你

太委屈
还爱着你你却把别人拥在怀里
不能再这样下去
穿过爱的暴风雨
宁愿清醒忍痛地放弃你
也不在爱的梦中委屈自己

sigh.... 女人何苦为难女人 :(

Monday, November 05, 2007

Oh my God, its Arise and Build again!!!

Once more to sow in tears but surely will reap in joy one.... this year a little different from other years........ not only able to give more but also with more expectancy in what God can do for me and what God can used me for.....

So super excited and happy but kinda of worry how to finish the race in 6 month......

CAN ONE!!!! Must not say cant lor.......

the walk is tough but even if I'm walking in the valleys of death, i know God is with me..........

All the Time God is Good and God is Good All The Time!!!!!!

Add oil yo, N283!!!!! Let's live out Loud for Jesus!!!

Sunday, November 04, 2007